& the robins are back dozens of them in the park
but that spring, our first in this house, when I brought the baby back from (no matter what you think) a difficult morning at the park
& our cats, who were new to the feral outdoors, had hunted like cougars amongst what I assume were birds unsuspecting of cats from the spring before
& there in our home, where we were selling comic books to buy the baby shoes, were 7 dead robins:
On the wretched mustard-colored carpet that hid the even-more-wretched floor,
in the kitchen where the hot-water heater stood guard in a corner over the dead and dying appliances,
in the bathroom with the tiles hexagonal grid of blue, white and sixty-year-old grout,
in our room with the mattress on the floor,
& the baby’s room, so guileless, smelling of new furniture and paint,
7 dead, bloody robins and 2 smug-to-bursting cats,
I called you to come save me,
& you were there in 5 minutes, patiently cleaned up while I sat on the floor sobbing,
not even for the robins, but for the treacherous work of being hopeful, being young.
Jacqueline Hughes Simon is a poet, bookmaker and Letterpress artist. She received her Master of Fine Arts in poetry from Saint Mary’s College of California. Her writing has appeared in the The Cortland Review, El Portal, Mudlark, Stirring, The Rail, Tupelo Quarterly, and others. Jacqueline was, until recently, a volunteer and board member of an environmental education non-profit, where she worked with and trained the donkeys. Which, in her opinion, constitutes the most interesting thing about her.